Days 42-47

Wow, I haven't posted in a long time. This is the first time in three days I've even used my computer! One temptation - it was pretty strong last night. I just left my computer off and watched the news. Probably should have just gone to bed. I'm nearing the seven week mark and I'm finding myself wanting to be closer to God. I'm wanting to spend the time with Him that I've wasted on porn in the past. My longest streak without porn since becoming addicted was about four months. I'm still not near that mark and I know I have to be careful. I thought I was out of the woods then, but I've got a ways to go yet. Many people have goals of 100 days or three months - I just know that's not enough for me. I know I could fall at any time. As life gets busier, money gets tighter, and I find myself more responsible, I think it will be more difficult to fall simply because I'll have less opportunities. It's more important than ever to stay ahead and focus on not falling when the opportunity does arise. Thanks for reading, thanks for praying, and thanks for your support. God bless!