Days 71-100

Wow, it's been a long, long time! I hope you hadn't given up hope on me. Since my last post, my life has been crazy busy. But starting today, I can take a big break. There was only one time in the last thirty days that I came close to falling. I went to a simple search engine and looked for some racy pictures. As they were about to load, I realized I didn't want to start over. That was about day 85 or so. I quickly turned off the computer until I had my wife near me.

Today is day 100 without porn and I can't tell you how good that three digit number sounds! I haven't told my wife about this blog yet. I wanted to make sure I had something substantial so it wouldn't be another lie. Time after time I told her I would quit, I had quit, I was going to - you name it, I've said it. But I really haven't been able to come up with long-term results. I think I want to wait until I have passed my longest streak first - four months. I'm only a month or so away. I will be proud to tell her, yet I'm embarrased that it ever had to happen. I love her with all my heart, and I want to make sure I never hurt her in this way again. Thanks for reading, and God bless!